†THe chronicleS of life And death†

Whooooooaaa THey are awesome, I really love their songs, the way their styles, and lyrics… when you hear their songs you will really recognize it that Hey Monday sing that song. It is like they put a signature into their songs that makes the listeners knows that they are the one who made it…

 Especially Their lead Vocalist Cassadee.. I got a Crush on her…. I Love the way she sings,she bangs his hair and her Awesome vioce. I wish I saw them in Live. The Band is so talented it makes me Inpired to continue my dream to be in a band with a girl in Vocals…

I love it!…. Hey MOndaY!!!!!

Last Saturday It was birthday of my bestfriend’s nephew of course there is party. and it was night… It is been 6 months that I haven’t seen them, I were invited including my bestfriend darwin. We having a great time theres are so many visitors in their house and It is really measly. I met new friends thier especially that one girl, she’s so cute and she was so friendly. We talked until the sun has rising… My mom allowed me to sleep n thier house becasue it is to dangerous if I will back into our house…

Well it is one of memorable happened in my life to talk to a pretty girl and she’s no bored I tell you… One thing I like her…. her voice is like an angel…. she sang MIDNIGHT HIGHWAY by: daphne loves derby. and it was so perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…. she forgot some lyrics of the songm still COOL..

my bestfriend ALdevin and Darwin told me that she is perfect into a band…..

Way back highschool we are planning to make a band…. and we promise that It will happened… so i Agree to them that the girl is really perfect in vocals… hmnnn. my bestfriend and me sleep in the living  room while she’s with her family on the guest room… When I woke up… she already gone.. my bestfriend tod me that she’s returning back into their town…

and I felt so bad.. I never ask her number ahhaha and said goodbye… T_T…

but well thats life… maybe someday we’ll met again… next year… maybe she will be here..

ahahahaha

It is a huge pain for me, when someone didn’t know what I really feel for her, well it wasn’t her fault, it is mine loving her makes me suffer, and everytime she’s blowing out my mind I mean when I think of her it is like you are walking in to castle where golds is everywhere ahehehehehehehe dreaming in short, Of course some of my close friends know who she is and I keep of asking them what should I do of thiis thing. looks wierd right? Well I am making a confession in this blog hoping that she’ll read this and makes her realize that Someone loves her more than his self.

I dont know what to do or say, everytime she’s on my side i feel like "Lantang gulay" (Thirsty vegetable) ahahahaha I mean 50-50 dying vegetable ahahahah. I makes me weak when she’s near.

But the Bad is "we are just friends", It is common to me to say "I LOVE YOU" to every Girl I know of course! the are my friends and I want to show them that I truly really care to them.. She didn’t know that every "I love you" that I said to her is meaningful. Shhhh it’s just our secret. ^_^

 I’m so mean… And I don’t know what to do next. I know I can make it.. but I’m just scared…

I am currently playing in this server hmnn so far is quite good the economy is great the population is cool.. the friendliness  of the player is good. The server really is awesome their custom quest headgear, wings. If you play on the server you really like it… everyone looking for party to train and gain experience, everyone needs guild for MVP hunting, WOE guild… you should try it.. so far this server is perfect for me…

visit their website at:

essencero.com

Last Monday I got bored so I’d search a game that totally makes me get out from boredom til i found Maple Story it’s a bit weird game but It can make you satisfy. Well for me it is also a good game everyone can play it either girl or boy any… hmnn I is cool it’s like playing a Super Mario but it is online…

lots of quest, lots of people, colorful worlds and cute characters… There are many Maple Story server, official servers, private servers. u can play free….

So play now….. to kill boredom !!!!

well these days I have been looking for server who have 3rd job sprites, not only those cool sprites but the skills. It’s a bit hard for me to look for a server who have those what i need, maybe some people are also looking for a server who 3rd jobs. i have tested about 10 servers plus but still they are not complete some are just spirtes but no 3rd job skills….. about 3 server have those skills but not yet full working and implement… I will post those servers.. Death angel RO(high rate can be considered as super high rate.), LimitRO(high rate except drop rate it’s a bit mid rate), essense RO(midrate)….. tyrRO( i forgot, i think lowrate)..

 In KRO(korean Ragnarok Online) i think Iis already released in sakray server… i dunno if they are the final… or it needs to test and improve….

so far I test those servers and it was cool…. you should try it.

Nah I just missed the girl who makes me smile even she doesn’t…. I never saw her couple of months from now….. Yeah I have a feelings for her, I mean it I like her and I love her.. it’s a bit hard for me to say it to her… because she’s my friend and everyone around us that we are friends.. talking about gut?s, well I don’t have it though. I’m really2x dumb when it comes to her.

But I must face the truth the we were only just friends and that’s it… JUST ONLY FRIENDS period!

I don’t want to take the risk if I’ll continue loving her secretly…

I don’t want to regret it ^_^

better to give up this feeling… everytime she’s near…. the more i get hurt…. i love her more than she know…

"Time to go, this is goodbye," she said
"Does it ever get easier to live like this?"
And kiss the cheek
Well I can’t kiss you anymore
And I, I would honestly love you now
But I would lovingly let you down

Oh I have the hardest time resisting you
And oh if you,
If you feel the same way
Then how can we be friends?
He’s right you know,
We can’t go on like this
And oh I try to give you everything
And if I fail well then I failed
But at least I gave you something

I could put my trust in giving up the heart
It makes the difference
And how can you afford to settle down
When I, I would promise to love you now
But I would lovingly let you down

Oh I have the hardest time resisting you
And oh if you,
If you feel the same way
Then how can we be friends?
He’s right you know, we can’t go on like this
And oh I try to give you everything
And if I fail well then I failed
But at least i gave you something

(It’s better than silence, give me one good reason)

It’s better than silence
Give me one good reason
To leave this in silence
No you don’t have a good reason

If you feel the same way,
then how can we be friends?
He’s right you know, we can’t go on like this
And oh I try to give you everything
And if I fail well then I failed
But at least I gave you something

It’s better than silence
It’s better than silence