†THe chronicleS of life And death†

Whooooooaaa THey are awesome, I really love their songs, the way their styles, and lyrics… when you hear their songs you will really recognize it that Hey Monday sing that song. It is like they put a signature into their songs that makes the listeners knows that they are the one who made it…

 Especially Their lead Vocalist Cassadee.. I got a Crush on her…. I Love the way she sings,she bangs his hair and her Awesome vioce. I wish I saw them in Live. The Band is so talented it makes me Inpired to continue my dream to be in a band with a girl in Vocals…

I love it!…. Hey MOndaY!!!!!

Last Saturday It was birthday of my bestfriend’s nephew of course there is party. and it was night… It is been 6 months that I haven’t seen them, I were invited including my bestfriend darwin. We having a great time theres are so many visitors in their house and It is really measly. I met new friends thier especially that one girl, she’s so cute and she was so friendly. We talked until the sun has rising… My mom allowed me to sleep n thier house becasue it is to dangerous if I will back into our house…

Well it is one of memorable happened in my life to talk to a pretty girl and she’s no bored I tell you… One thing I like her…. her voice is like an angel…. she sang MIDNIGHT HIGHWAY by: daphne loves derby. and it was so perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…. she forgot some lyrics of the songm still COOL..

my bestfriend ALdevin and Darwin told me that she is perfect into a band…..

Way back highschool we are planning to make a band…. and we promise that It will happened… so i Agree to them that the girl is really perfect in vocals… hmnnn. my bestfriend and me sleep in the living  room while she’s with her family on the guest room… When I woke up… she already gone.. my bestfriend tod me that she’s returning back into their town…

and I felt so bad.. I never ask her number ahhaha and said goodbye… T_T…

but well thats life… maybe someday we’ll met again… next year… maybe she will be here..

ahahahaha

It is a huge pain for me, when someone didn’t know what I really feel for her, well it wasn’t her fault, it is mine loving her makes me suffer, and everytime she’s blowing out my mind I mean when I think of her it is like you are walking in to castle where golds is everywhere ahehehehehehehe dreaming in short, Of course some of my close friends know who she is and I keep of asking them what should I do of thiis thing. looks wierd right? Well I am making a confession in this blog hoping that she’ll read this and makes her realize that Someone loves her more than his self.

I dont know what to do or say, everytime she’s on my side i feel like "Lantang gulay" (Thirsty vegetable) ahahahaha I mean 50-50 dying vegetable ahahahah. I makes me weak when she’s near.

But the Bad is "we are just friends", It is common to me to say "I LOVE YOU" to every Girl I know of course! the are my friends and I want to show them that I truly really care to them.. She didn’t know that every "I love you" that I said to her is meaningful. Shhhh it’s just our secret. ^_^

 I’m so mean… And I don’t know what to do next. I know I can make it.. but I’m just scared…